I thought WE will not be able to talk to each other so soon.I SMS him last night. The SMS was not delivered to him.So, I emailed to him, all the things which I wanted to say to him. All of a sudden, there are so many things I want to update him about, want to share with him.Surprisingly, he called just a while ago. It really lifted up my spirits. Told him what I have been wanting to tell him. I could sense that things might not be the same as before, at least for now. I was the one talking away, and he only responded to what I said. I did not question him much, for I guess he has a reason for it. And I guess I know the reason...Had a short but meaningful chat.Called again after a while... Apologise to me. For anything bad things which he had done to me in the past. If there was any that is... In a way, asked for forgiveness as well...Asked me if I truly understand his situation, if I truly understand all the things he did. I dare say I do, but somehow, I cannot bring myself to face reality.I just have this fear in me now. After this, can we really no longer live like how we use to anymore? Is there really no chance between him and me anymore?
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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